Twenty-One years young.

I feel blue. I feel like that My heart is blindfolded. I feel like I trip, stumble about certain situations. What can you possibly do when you lost it all for crying out loud? It is never too late to start doing you. And here I am with the symptoms of a girl who wants it all. A girl who has the color of her heart reflecting the sky at night. Today has made me stronger and gave me a reality check. With or without you, I will succeed! I need to stop bullshitting and focus on what used to be. I felt as if the world stopped if you weren't around. And tonight I release all the negative energy that was bottled in. Walk away as if this feeling never ate me inside. Damn! My heart is beating faster than someone needing adrenaline while over dosing off cocaine. Let me take my time and snap out of this daydream that I've been stuck in. I'm not giving up but know that I'm not that sucka feeling this way anymore. Letting my heart drown in the deep blue sea and see what fish is out there to keep!

Goodnight