creeping off my bed onto the desktop JUST to freestyle this post.

& so I was just wondering if whatever I feel inside can truly add up to just having this notion that In fact, can be a philosophical concept? I just don't know yet!

I like it

next minute I don't

what gives with that?

I guess what they say is right: "you live and you learn" knowing my stubborn headasss! who knows where this might lead onto. I just want to be . . .

be. . . somebody! not that someone.

well, im off to bed always waking up on a good one, lovely one, or even a bad ass one haha

toddles.

Im your biggest fan

I'll follow you until you LOVE me

papa-paparazzi !

Dear Lord,

please forgive me for my life of sins but what im about to spit is only truly genuine

there is only one way to solve an issue and that's knowing the hard way.

tell me who I have to be?

to be or not to be . . .

who's to say?

YOU won't find out would you? and if you knew would you go around and tell a nigga?

because at this point my life arouses within. . .

see I know what I got to do, and that's not letting go of what I feel in general

as tino always says: "is it worth the squeeze?"

and only I know if it would be good or bad,

and at this point I think you CHANGED my mind !

sorry if this doesn't make any sense but I know that it's me and NOTHING CAN EVER CHANGE unless you will truly be genuine

PROVE ME WRONG!

yours truly,

the girl with multi personalities.

Just getting it off my chest. . .

today was a chill day. No work, no school why? because i've been ill ;( Anyhow, unexpected night with my friends from wayy back ;) and the new friend lol. 

However, things are slowly but surely falling into place ! I get the concept and it's just mind tricking how this all works. you know what? im warned out, im sick and I don't have time to ponder around on what I am going to write so tomorrow lets see if I give you a better blog.

Bonne Nuit.

What is it?

I JUST don't know . . .

i love this feeling but at the same time Im thinking about other things that are going through my head.

im very intuitive when it comes to "lying" and at this point I would like (and this goes for everyone in general) to be straight up with me. I can compromise with your actions as long as I know you keep it one hundred with me. Now if you lie and cannot cover it like MAC then you just signed your lying oath. I just wish things can go MY WAY like usher but hey im only human damn it and I should just focus on school, work and what is surrounding me daily. In the meantime, I am enjoying what I have and lets see how long it will last. I don't know but it's just an uncanny feeling. A part of my body is warm and feels just right. However, there is the other side where it's cold and it's a thin line between blind and sight. Am I just selfish? or is it right to be selfish maybe to a certain extent.

As of November 1, 2009, I shall remain accompanied by myself ;(

PS: this is a freestyle p o s t. . . I just let my fingers touch my keyboard.