Slow your role!

• Recently, My life has been going in circles. Trying to figure out who I really am. Having mixed thoughts, emotions and things of that nature; yet try to make it day by day. You know, when you're into somebody it's like you can almost feel a tingling sensation that roams inside your body. Which in fact, a marvelous feeling one can truly describe. Lately I haven't been myself; just give me a minute and im sure I shall be back into place. Right now life is at it's peak. Trying to figure out what is best for me. I know what I want, And if you ask me.... im ready! ;) and you know what? sometimes I feel like im beating around the bush and as Ms. J once said to me: "a closed mouth never gets fed" and it's true! and If only you knew how this feeling is becoming something that's impossible to ignore. It is time for me to step up my game!

"A face of stone, was shocked on the other end of the phone
Word back home is that you had a special friend
So what was oh so special then?
You have given away without gettin at me
That's your fault, how many times you forgiven me?
How was I to know that you was plain sick of me?
I know the way a nigga livin was whack
But you don't get a nigga back like that!
Shit I'm a man with pride, you don't do shit like that
You don't just pick up and leave and leave me sick like that
You don't throw away what we had, just like that
I was just fuckin them girls, I was gon' get right back
They say you can't turn a bad girl good
But once a good girl's goin bad, she's gone forever..
I'll mourn forever
Shit I gotta live with the fact I did you wrong forever"