Au Revoir 2008!

Bonjour 2009 :D

By far this was an amazing year. I met, lost friends, I got a job, school, and :D

I am looking forward to this upcoming year. Lets see where it takes me. Im going to start being positive and have an immaculate background. Yes Leaving the old me behind! I don't want to predict but, I can scent the Success in the air! ahha However, men are going to be MEN! players. There is nothing we can do as women to change their mind. Therefore I shall be wisely and selective on who im going to date. Heyy im not a bad gyal, just fall for the wrong guys. Changing the subject, Ahhh I cannot wait to get out and enjoy this last night of 2008! First, I shall spend it with my family and after with my boyyss! (inc my biiaaaa daisy, liz & steph) Ohh and by the way, I forgot to tell you, haha good day to end the year!! I got my first ticket!! what the helll!!!!!!!! hhaah I was like ahhh I got this! (yeah I got money to burn right?) so there, once again, it was an amazing year and I shall never forget 2008 :D 

PS: I miss himmm <33333

Ladies & Gentleman!

As I was walking to my favorite store! DELAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :D I came across murs. I didn't know what to say! He was by the register and I gave him a hug, conversated, and man! I wassss melting like a popsicle on a hot sunday afternoon. ahaha im sooo dumb! anyway. Here is my Proof! He Had the De La Soul shoes I was likeee ..." im gon steal em!"haha he's a sweet guy. Not like other Cocky a** artists!

Have yourself a merry little christmas!

On December 23, 2008, We had a lunch-in at the Fogo De Chao, in Beverly Hills. Im not really a Meat person, but this place was very delicious. You try 13 or 16 im not quite sure, kinds of meats and also a salad bar that is :D I had a great time :D By the way it's a Brazilian restaurant. . My NEW Place to Dine :D 

For Christmas Eve, We went to mass, and after had wine with cheese and crackers :D All sorts of appetizers. What can possibly go wrong? this game is soo dope! haha pardon my colloquial typing. However, my team won! haha little did we know, it was Christmas! :D and so, we sang Happy Birthday to my grandma. Carried on and opened our gifts. I had an amazing night.

Jayyyyydiiilllaaaaaa :D

Head, Pressure, Senses, Clutched, Date, Divinity, Wouldn't, Fuck, Touched, Hazy, God, Change, Rush, Floor, Life, Veins.

From a head full of pressure rests the senses that I clutched. Made a date with divinity, but she wouldn't let me fuck. I got touched by a hazy shaded, God help me change. Caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins.

WHY???

Doesn't he trust me? Maybe because his eye has that image of the old me, the one who would lie to his face and walking away as if everything was good. I just want him to see that im a good and changed person and I discarded that image of the old me. FOR GOOD I tell you! It makes me upset that I have to go through this stupidity over insufficient knowledge! Why can't you just acknowledge the NEW me? As far as im concerned I take care of my own problems, my own responsibilities! Im not a kid anymore!!!!! Let me be! However, I love my Grandma very much, she's down for anything and everything, no matter where im at, or who im with. She strongly agrees with me. She understands me well and I believe she knows me more than anyone. I love you grandma!! ahh im out! Daisy's downstairs. YEAH IM NOT STAYING HOME AND ponder about what I did or said. It's Said & DONE.

Thursday Night After Work. .

"That is not my son"-Christine Collins

After a long stressing day at work, My Co-worker and I Who im proud to call my friend, went to the movies and watched by far the best movie of 2008 :D Although it was two months old, since it came out, She wanted to see it before they would take it off the theatre & leaving to Peru. It was sad and very interesting how The Police was very corrupted back in the mid 1920's, I mean society by far is corrupted itself. However, we ended up having dinner at CPK :D where we had our glass of wine and ate delicious Italian pasta with sausage. So there, I had scrumptious dinner tonight ;] and hopefully we get to hang out more often.

I Know I Did Some Things, But That's The Old Me!

I stopped, for Good! Although it sounds good when it's cold. :D yeah that's my old image! Im ready for Two Thousand and Nine!

I Miss You Guys

R.P.S.L<3333

I <3>

"Strippers got AIDS"-Renea ahha

Speak No Evil, Hear No Evil, See No Evil

AHHHHHH is my Current mood.!

"Is it worth a squeeze"-Tino haha

 I have officially admit to myself that if I want something, I want it NOW! :D I just can't wait! hah isuckatlife. Now that is what I need to work on! I always think negative about something in particular. & it always ends up being something positive :D wooow! i know huh. I just don't have time to be waiting around haha what bby wants, bby gets!

Goodnight America<3

Ps: Tomorrow shall be a good day/night :D

It's Just My Emotional Distress

By far, I would have never thought we would end up this way. The way things were with you and I were the dopest times we spent together. Taking it back to old school: when we were adolescence; skating, bike riding, playing street baseball, being with me 24/7 even your mom would be like: "why is she always hanging around with boys" maybe because i wasn't your ordinary young little girl who loved playing with dolls, yet getting my knees scrapped, hopping fences, Doing the illest shit a kid could ever ask for! Getting back to my MAIN Point. The point is that I miss you and I will never forget the day you deceived me! The day when you lost my full, and truly respect. I don't know how things are going to be later in the future, I shall not predict, therefore whatever happens with you and when you end up getting hurt by your so call "loved one" then you will truly realize how I felt, how I FEEL as of today. I love you, but the Grudge that I hold inside me will never dissapear, it shall haunt me for the remaining time of my life. I wish you nothing but the best and hopefully you take off that band around your eyes and focus on what you have done, and loosing someone who was there for you most of your life. Now, Im not writing for you to have or built pity for me, I wrote it because I couldn't hold it in any much longer. Until then I shall remain Being A Stranger!

The 28th Annual Ragga Muffins Festival Two Thousand And Nine!

I have been patiently waiting for this day to arrive! February, I just Can't wait!!! I have checked their website In N Out just to see who is going to perform this year! Not to mention it's going to be soO tempting to have the whole stadium smell like SINSEMILLA!! IT'S OKAY I will get high off second hand smoke hahah. Bastards! So there, this is the first event im actually, usually looking forward to. Until that day comes, I shall be miserable hahha yeah right suckkaaas!

Love Me <3

"for i need someone to hold me tight, for i feel soo oooh lonely tonight, all i ask is that you love me"-Sam Cooke :D btw thanks babe for that song! although he's somewhere in the U.K. =[

The New Year Is Just Around The Corner!

& So far I put a stop to . .

-Smoking (for good, while other's can't believe it)

-Burning $

-Meat (Disgusted)

As Two Thousand & Nine I Shall Quit:

-Coke

-MEN aka Little Boys (David doesn't believe me :D)

-Spending $ Wisely

-Having an Attitude

-Driving my Dad's CAR (BMW is in the process) CATCH UP!

I Don't know what else to think, Any Suggestions? Your thought is appreciated. Merci Beaucoup :D

Im backkkk :D

Wow! it has been quite a long time since I actually sit and blog about my interesting life. haha I just love being sarcastic! Well as today I can truly say that my final was a bit hard. I had my Law & English final. Although it was hard for me to wake up super early to get to school! So there, i made it through the cloudy day, not to mention a perfect time to cuddle :D I just love the sound of rain that clashes onto the concrete<3. Work so far is going along great. I had to prepare for tomorrow's trial. After work I headed home and rested with bby, while making me laugh she's a goofball. THE best sis you can ever ask for. After that I hung out with a friend and had dinner "In N Out" haha and stopped at Sam Ash for a Sabian shirt which I had to order! i also met Yellow card's drummer. Like nothing playing the drums at the store [which he visits daily] and met this sick ass dude that worked there ;] However, This year has been amazing, blessing, and finally getting my act together. I learned how to manage my money, school, work, all together Merci Beaucoup! My main goal for this last year of two thousand and eight is to go to the musical play in Hollywood,Wicked, the book which I haven't finished! I said to myself "im going to the play after I finish reading it" and so, here I am waiting on the year to end! watching the play first while catching up on the book. I officially suckatlife. LoL so, I am going to start blogging again since I was caught up with my busy life! yes america I dnt have time for people's bullshit! Therefore, while I await for the right guy, im having a blast with the wrong ones;] goodnight America & fellow blog lurkers ahha suckkkaaaaaaa

THE USUAL. .

Friends- are awesome

Life- can be shitty and adventurous

Family-I love & adore

Fakes-I discard

Beer-Is good :D

BMW-is in the process :D i promise!

Loving- :D he knows. ahhaha

caring-about looks pshhh

School-Is dope

Work-Is easy but can be stressful 

LIANI, LIZ,MOM GRANDMA,DAISY-Are the only Women i can TRUST. GUARANTEE ask jodiee lmao

THE GUYS-are fun to hang out with!! My niggas!!!!

Pinkberry-I can Truly say is addicting! EFF YEW DAISY! :D

Music-Can't live w/o it.

POINT IS..

MY LIFE IS AMAZING!!

GETOVERIT!

:D

goodnight kidd