To whom it may concern:

As I sit here, pondering about things that are currently going through my head. I wish I could tell you how I feel without you corresponding with any derogatory remarks, and why i'm such a character at times. But if I had one wish it would be for you to see who I really am and that im not just A girl im THE girl. Lately, yes I have been acting a fool, well because its only obvious that there is something bugging me. Now, im not going to get technical because at this point I don't think it even matters to you. Moreover, there are times where I like being with you, yet there has been times where I can't stand you. I mean life can't always be this easy. Im not looking for someone to cater me, but to be gratified. but until that day, I will remain being reserved.

Yours truly, 

Mistress.