What is it?

I JUST don't know . . .

i love this feeling but at the same time Im thinking about other things that are going through my head.

im very intuitive when it comes to "lying" and at this point I would like (and this goes for everyone in general) to be straight up with me. I can compromise with your actions as long as I know you keep it one hundred with me. Now if you lie and cannot cover it like MAC then you just signed your lying oath. I just wish things can go MY WAY like usher but hey im only human damn it and I should just focus on school, work and what is surrounding me daily. In the meantime, I am enjoying what I have and lets see how long it will last. I don't know but it's just an uncanny feeling. A part of my body is warm and feels just right. However, there is the other side where it's cold and it's a thin line between blind and sight. Am I just selfish? or is it right to be selfish maybe to a certain extent.

As of November 1, 2009, I shall remain accompanied by myself ;(

PS: this is a freestyle p o s t. . . I just let my fingers touch my keyboard.