WHY???

Doesn't he trust me? Maybe because his eye has that image of the old me, the one who would lie to his face and walking away as if everything was good. I just want him to see that im a good and changed person and I discarded that image of the old me. FOR GOOD I tell you! It makes me upset that I have to go through this stupidity over insufficient knowledge! Why can't you just acknowledge the NEW me? As far as im concerned I take care of my own problems, my own responsibilities! Im not a kid anymore!!!!! Let me be! However, I love my Grandma very much, she's down for anything and everything, no matter where im at, or who im with. She strongly agrees with me. She understands me well and I believe she knows me more than anyone. I love you grandma!! ahh im out! Daisy's downstairs. YEAH IM NOT STAYING HOME AND ponder about what I did or said. It's Said & DONE.